I have another blog out here in cyberspace ( Making it, His Best ) that I started back in 2008 or so to capture my thoughts. Much like I am doing with this blog. My last blog post on that particular blog was in 2012. I have not blogged since then. I started this new blog because I wanted to start blogging again but could not remember the log in credentials of the old page. As I was reading posts from the other blog, I could identify a couple of things in my writings. First, it was very clear to me, just in my tone and style of writing, that I was a little less experienced and not quite as hardened then as I seem to have become. Second, I realized the sincerity and purity with which I wrote some of those posts. Most of them are masterpieces of grammatical error, but I was typing as the thoughts flowed and wasn't necessarily concerned with its slickness. There was a pouring out of me that seemed to yearn for Christ in the midst of the hindering religious environments I